I really apologise coz I disappear too long. Im still alive. hehe.

And Im doing good baby, Im doing good. *sings to Jay's Song*

I just have to rant this here : The murder of Darren, who got murdered because of a staring incident. Here's what I think.

1) staring? seriously? I dun get why people get too unhappy when they got stared at. It's something wrong with u, that's why u got stared. Check on urself, maybe ur fly is open.Or take it positively, ppl. Maybe the person who stares thinks ur cute. Why feel so insecure and get unhappy and MURDER that stare-rer. seryuzly grow up.

2) the victim and murderers are of younger generation. and some ppl born ard that yr, seryuzly mcm mintak kene tampar. ank step gerek mane. pls ah, the gangster days are over. at least the real gangsters. U wanna talk gangster, go to Europe or China. They are rich Mafias who make money out of crime. Thats gangster. not those who bring chopper everywhere and stab anyone who stares. Like (i have to say this) WTF? so childish. fine u want to be fanatic abt all these, but when u grow old, u'll laugh at urself for being such a waste. GET A LIFE.

3) to me, one of the safest place to enjoy with family is Downtown East. and to think of that poor guy lying there all bloody outside one of my fav restaurant, is really a turn off. People might be scared to go there. And i cant imagine the victim's family's sorrow. I dun think they can ever step into Downtown East anymore. :( My condolences to his family (and i heard he's the only son)

4) Who brings a freaking CHOPPER to downtown? seryuzly. I can accept fist fight (since they wanna be childish "oohh, u stare at me, i punch u") BUT CHOPPER? kau tukang masak ape?! ish. A friend say he must have motives to kill someone that night and this Darren guy happened to be his victim

5) I think kids these days are treated so leniently. I rememberd during relief teaching, the school made me sign a contract, somethg abt violence bla bla bla. These days, if a teaches pinch a tiny bit of the student's flesh, saappppp! COURT CASE. KNN. Abe kalau budak tu tak betol nak buat cam ne. When the kid complain to their parents, the parent not happy, complain to sch, sch scared of reputation, sack the poor teacher who merely teaches n do not have "violence" in mind. when i was in primary sch, my teacher can twist n turn my ears as long as they want, becoz i know what i did was wrong, n i deserve such punishment. I wldnt call it brutal. Brutal wld be "you! shut up and pay attention, or i'll shoot u " *machine gun in hand* THAT is brutal, bodoh.

And when i tell my parents abt my teacher twisting my right ear, i got the same treatment from my parents on the LEFT EAR. sorry to show off abit, but look at me now. what my teachers n parents did to me, painful or not, it taught me and I become someone who i wanted to : still a student majoring my fav subject.SOME teenagers feel that they are right in all kinds of way, and the rest of them ah wrong. I noe they are smart, but use ur brain to the useful thgs pls. ish

So what now? I cant stare at ppl (especially if I think someone is good looking) or else I'll get stabbed? not sure abt all that. but im sure it's gonna be a diff feel wen i step into downtown east.

RIP Darren