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28 Apr 1989
SIM Undergrad
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Attached to Md Rafiq Maricar
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    Sunday, February 28, 2010 - 7:46 PM

    Second post of the day

    [WARNING: HIGH CONTENT OF KPOP MATERIALS. IF U'RE NOT A FAN OF KPOP SONGS/CULTURE,PLEASE SKIP THIS SECTION. THANKS!]


    Whats wrong with 2PM now? I'm really tired reading those articles about them, about how apart they are thinking now about Jay their (former?) leader.
    Initially, some netizens 'caught' Jay criticising Koreans. So this started the whole thing.
    It's the PAST, read this:PAST. People make mistake! get me?
    I'm really lazy to read all those news, blablabla, yada yada
    All I want, and im sure many of us want, is for 2pm to be back like before.
    Even though Im a late follower of 2pm, Im quite sad seeing what is happening to our 2pm.
    Cant stop laughing at their Wild Bunny episodes
    Ya! What happen to those promises u guys made during Hot Blood?

    Ugh, i just wish 2PM all the best. And im not gonna beg n cry for Jay to come back.
    It's his decision, so we shld respect it.
    he noes himself the best.
    Of coz, i would be glad IF he comes back, but then again *sigh*
    the future is unpredictable.

    2PM, AJA AJA HWAITING.
    Love u guys still



    - 1:20 PM


    I recommend you...

    TYPICALMATSAYS.BLOGSPOT.COM

    Here, u can read all those unlucky girls who came across guys with all sorts of behaviour
    The stories in each entry is real true story.
    You too, can share ur story with TMS.
    just visit this website.

    And yeah, if ur really the kind who is on the comp/lappy
    for 24 hours, TMS is hiring.!
    They need admin staff.
    Alah, enough said lah, im just recommending my readers,
    because i love reading the stories from there.
    And from what i noe, the owner is a lady (like duh)
    who is very funny herself.
    Im curious abt her identity though..she seems like a nice person

    Okay, back to ECONS.
    Tomoro exam liao!
    remember: http://www.typicalmatsays.blogspot.com

    oh yeah, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, KHALIS!


    Saturday, February 27, 2010 - 4:26 PM

    Right now im in school on sch's free wifi access
    Wait!who goes to sch on fine saturdays?

    Me... Lol. I had stats 1 n maths 1 prelim papers today
    N i just finished them.
    I didnt have enough time to finish my stats paper
    yet i left 20 minutes before maths paper end.
    Talk abt time management. ugh, i suck at it..

    Its just mock exam so i take it lightly than how i usually used to
    I try not to stress too much coz i wanna save all the
    stressing later in april n may.
    But i felt tt it really came to me when i first entered the
    grand hall.
    i didnt noe it exist but its just on top of megabites and
    school cafeteria.

    Now waiting for my parents to fetch me home.
    I dun intend to start studying till late at night.
    I better make myself some nescafe rather than buying now.

    Ouh, i just got my main exam timetable.
    it ends on 13 MAY! yey..
    I noe, alot of my frens are tugging me and pestering me to go out
    to catch up. But im really sorry guys,
    I worked hard for this.
    ask me out after 13 may.
    I wanna work my ass off n play my ass of after that.
    Okay, mommy's here.

    GTG.
    Anyeong gi saeyo!


    Sunday, February 21, 2010 - 9:10 PM

    This is not a confirmation.
    But MAYBE just MAYBE..
    my family and I are planning to go to Seoul, South Korea
    this December.
    I really wanted to go to Jeju, Dongdawmun, Itaewon and the list goes on



    Suddenly my mom ask me if I can read Korean.
    I said I can, thx to Youtube.
    If so, we might, just MIGHT, just go to Korea
    without a tour guide.



    I think my mom felt guilty coz i didnt get to
    study in this university in Korea during the summer
    vacation (which eventually i decided not to go either
    coz its difficult to stay there one month without halal food.
    and there is a diff b/w studying there AND having a vacation
    there.)



    I dun wanna get my hopes as high as the sky,
    coz this is just planning.
    Perhaps, this will be an inspiration for me
    to work even harder for my exams.



    My boifey must be fed up with me for always leaving him
    to go overseas for holidays n vacations. N me without roaming
    (till 28 April 2010!), is irritating, coz im uncontactable.
    SOrry, my dear, this is me. Thx for being
    patient with me n my antics. :P
    Saranghae <3



    I noe my mom read my blog too. Hi Mama!
    I just love my parents for always wanting to bring us
    for a holiday or vacation. I think i heard her saying why
    She said : "Kalau mama slalu ajak korg kluar gi mane yg korang(me n sis) nak,
    nnt biler tak dpt kluar ngan kawan pun tak rugi"
    (If mama always bring u both out to wherever u want, n when u both
    are not allowed to follow ur frens out, u guys wun lose out)



    Which is kinda true. Im lucky to be born to this pair of parents.
    There are times when I may accidentally raise my voice on them
    but those were not on purpose. They might not know this, but
    they are the best in the whole wide world.!
    Thx ma and abah.
    Love u many2!



    Wednesday, February 17, 2010 - 8:53 PM

    Someone really pissed the shit out of me today at work.
    My supervisor not working today so i obtained permission from
    my covering supervisor n Farna's Supervisor (lets call her YL. She is very nice okay.)
    to sit with Farna.

    Me n farna particularly dun like this person (i refuse to call her bitch here
    coz i dun want to stoop to her level. n i dun wanna use real names becuz, i dun
    wanna pollute my clean blog with her name. so lets call he Fridge kay? wic is wad we call
    her at work)

    This fridge sat one computer away from where I sat
    on my left. (becuz she needs alot of space). while farna sat on my right.
    (this is becoming so obvious, but heck care, ive been holding on to this hatred for
    so long i need to let it out.)

    The ever so wonderful YL, farna's supervisor, bought for the three
    of us some cakes from Royals'
    We are asked to give out among ourselves.
    So Farna n I OBVIOUSLY took our share
    and then I OBVIOUSLY place her (fridge's) share in between us
    so tt she can take without the need to communicate
    (somehow, behind her stupidity she jolly well knows
    that I dun like her, n she doesnt either coz of some stupid childish
    reason, n therefore there is no need to communicate)

    At 5pm on the dot, she left
    and guess what,.
    SHE DIDNT BRING THE CAKES WITH HER! WTFF!
    DUMB ASSHOLE.
    She purposely do that, dun think im stupid
    We told YL and she immediately called her

    YL: Hello, (insert name here). U forgot to bring ur cakes. Where u now?
    Fridge: (stupidly) oh, Im at the bus stop (obviously trying to escape)
    YL: In that case i ask Farhana to pass it to u
    Fridge: ... I'll wait at level 1

    Dumb ass dun even apologise to us.
    What are we? ur Babu?? Cant even face us after that right biatch?
    So what if ur NUS UNDERGRAD.
    NUS dun need ppl like u there.

    Please lah act ur age can?
    Born in 85 still dunno hw to act 25 iz it?
    Lie also dunno hw to lie.
    If u wanna escape, u can just say im in the train alrd.
    Stupid, lie also dunnoe how to lie.

    Apparently u hate me coz my bf is fat
    Look into the mirror dumb ass.
    My bf may be fat, but i guess he is much more mature than u
    I love my bf for who he is.
    I noe, ur jeles of him becuz he manage to get this beauty to
    stick to him for 6 years.
    And u? u dun even show d pic of ur bf in ur blog.
    why? humiliated coz hes ugly? or ur just scared tt ppl comment
    "Ouh shes uglier that the bf"

    Fine i'll stop here. I rly dun wanna do this
    coz I hate despising ppl
    For this fridge, congrats ur just brought out the
    dormant bitch in me. I hope she got u n killed ur spirit
    amd maybe turn u into a nice-working fridge
    sad to say, all i feel is sympathy
    coz, ppl of ur species (bitchy,ugly, n yet attitude sucks
    at such a marry-able age) do exist, when they are
    the outliers in human being population.
    Bitch, if ur trying to stand out, u already did
    with ur sleeveless T's which show ur 'hot' body
    in such a cold office.
    stop it with the nightie/nightgown and
    stupid leggings. its disgusting coz u dun even look nice

    SO do what u want. U dun scare me AT ALL!


    Tuesday, February 16, 2010 - 4:36 PM


    Baby Im Back jjyeeaahh!
    yes, yours truly is back from Batam Holiday.
    I must say I didnt regret going.
    Even though there are some disappointments,
    I shall let Good memories stay...
    and let me share the good memoirs I had.

    13th Feb

    Booked a cab to Harbourfront
    Met up with the rest (Ibu Ju, husb n Faj, Bib cuz,
    Kak mun cuz, Kak yan and parents)
    Had breakfast at Banquet, and then
    proceed to board the Ferry.
    I have motion sickness and
    so I popped panadol into my mouth, and sleep
    with 2pm singing me to sleep :)

    Reached Sekupang aft an hr or so.
    Board the tour bus.
    Met the cute tour guide.
    He kept reminding us, not to be late on our last day in batam
    He kept saying "Dont Let"
    And he kept saying "Going back to THE Singapore"
    So funny, but he was trying very hard. :P

    So upon reaching the hotel (Planet Holiday), this caught my eye..

    The chandelier...Pretty rite?
    And this!
    This is the Korean n Japanese Restaurant

    This one is called BulGalBi. which is beef i tink.
    Some food is halal, some are not.
    Meaning, they sell pork as well, and they only assume
    Chicken n Beef are halal.
    So we decided not to eat here after all :(

    But I cant stop staring at this. Its so ancient, within
    a very modernised hotel.
    The blue, red n yellow represents Korean flag :P

    Okay, so, when we arrive, we are not allowed to check in yet,
    Coz our room is still being made up (?)

    So we went for lunch first at this seafood restaurant

    Ratings: 2/5
    Not many choices
    But I must say the staff there can carry up to 20
    plates n bowls ar one go!
    They stacked them up nicely. LOL.

    Okay lah, give 2.5/5
    Maybe I dun eat seafood that much, especially this:

    The squid is freaking big ah!

    After lunch, we head to DC Mall
    to shop. Things are cheap there.
    Alot of Tudong, n muslimahs' clothings there,
    Perfect for Ajummas of my moms age.
    LOL.

    Then we head back to the hotel with hands
    full of bags with cheap products.
    Happy n satisifed, we settled our rooms
    And these are my roomates fot the 2 nights

    Lil Sis, Me n Faj
    Love her new pink ONTO headphones
    bought at DC mall.
    In Sg, they cost whooping 30 bucks,
    but there she got them for 60k rupiah.
    Which is less than freaking 10 bucks!
    Hows that, talking abt Arbitrage Pricing


    Our beds. And we have both shower n bath tub,
    separately.

    This is our view from the balcony

    Nice huh??

    First thgs first, we checked the channel And guess
    what?
    THEY HAVE KBS CHANNEL!!!

    Dont feel like going out at all!!
    Haha!
    We manage to watch 1 Night 2 Day on the second day!

    we reach this awesome seafood place. Called
    GOLDEN PRAWN 933
    reminds me of GOLDEN PILLOW 933
    in SG. Copyright? I dun noe..


    Happy cousin Bib with Kak mun in the
    background. :)

    Ratings: 2/5
    Service sucks, atmosphere also sucks.
    We have to ask 3 glass of ice 3 times!
    The last time i came here the service is better.
    Bib thinks that the staff are adequately trained.
    Maybe we just came on the wrong night.

    We head back to the Hotel.
    Parents went for supper/dessert at the hotel cafe
    while kids and I order room service.
    On me.
    Quite cheap for room service

    We had ice cream n waffle w ice cream

    Yummy!


    Oh yess, they have fireworks like everywhere
    Right in my balcony view.
    To celebrate CNY n V-day.
    I took this picture all alone, and it was a disappointing
    picture, coz I was in a rush
    It was 1 am that time, and kids were asleep
    See the white shadow on the left hand side of the pic?
    I got scared of tt,
    I just felt uneasy, so I just closed the door after that
    n went to bed.
    But that was it, I was just hoping it was
    just my imagination.

    14th Feb

    Woke up early for breakfast.
    Then went to this place where the makciks
    bought some Jamu.

    After which we went to DC Mall again.
    this time, we went to the 2nd floor,
    which is much better n more suitable for ppl
    my age. :)

    Then for lunch we had nasi padang at this
    awesome place! Juz behind our hotel

    Its veryclose to nature, and they have tables tt req
    u to sit on the floor.
    Very kampung, I like!
    But we didnt sit on the floor though
    They have some tables under a pondok, under a tree.
    So cool!

    Food was awesome! Incredibly awesome!
    Service excellent! Atmosphere: not alot of ppl around.
    Ratings: 6/5!
    Haha.. Love tt place!

    Next we went back to our hotel and watch
    1N2D on KBS.
    awesome!
    Then went to NAGOYA HILL!
    My fav!



    Check this out!
    88th street?? Sibling of 77th street?
    LOL

    Went to Matahari, like Giant like tt.
    Bought a pair of pants for 19 bucks sing dollars.
    Cheap pe!
    Good jeans i can get at Bugis is 3o bucks!

    Had dinner at A&W's
    Envy me people! we cant find this in SG no more!
    I miss this!! OMG!

    Went to the hotel cafe n hang out. ANd my dad came out
    and sang WIDURI
    on vday!

    I really miss rafiq tt day
    coz i saw couples celebrating V-day tt day
    Not tt I celebrate V-day,
    but our anniversary is on 15th feb.
    :'(
    And did I mention,, i dreamt of him being my hero
    on the prev night.

    Anyways, went back to our room for an early night as
    I have an appointment the next day at MuStika ratu

    15th Feb
    Had breakfast and packed our things.
    Took cab to..

    Nice environment in there

    The staff is very professional also.
    Massage and facial on 2nd floor. while
    Hair salon, medicure pedicure
    downstairs on the 1st.
    I had both facial n massage costing me only 42 bucks
    in sing dollars.
    I teared up during my facial session coz
    she took out all the white heads n stuffs, so painful!
    But very worth it

    Then head back to the hotel
    to check out and head to Sekupang in the hotel cab

    Which they standardise to MERC car.
    Bile nak naik Merc lagik?


    And the instructions at Sekupang came in Korean
    as well! Haha.
    I can read but dun understand also.
    LOL.
    Hw to go Korea?!

    Anyways, reach SG at ard 5.45 SG time.
    Straight away I called Rafiq while im still somewhere
    around Sentosa.
    We had dinner at Prata house (?)
    there at Harbourfront.
    Head home in a cab
    unpack n go to bed.
    Real tiring but yet enjoyable.

    I left some stuff there at the hotel, but the staffs
    are keeping them for me.
    If anyone's gg Batam, let me noe! I need them to be fetched
    My $6 optical mouse in there
    with some other stuffs!
    Argh! SO careless of me!

    K back to studying since I refuse to study at Batam.
    Coz I need to relax too right?
    Now enough rest, CHIONG now!

    AJA AJA HWAITING










    Friday, February 12, 2010 - 7:39 PM

    Hello everyone, I havent been a good blogger lately coz im busy studying
    preparing for my prelims.

    My April revision timetable is out, n it is hectic as hell.
    Pls, dun talk abt school for now.

    On the contrary im goin on a Batam holiday. Sort of a getaway
    from stress in singapore. It is actually of no choice for me to go.
    We , as in my family n I, were forced to use our $900 travel voucher
    which apparently wasnt marketable, dunno why.
    So we decide to use it for ourselves.
    and i cant celebrate my 6th anniversary with Oppa this year :'(
    sorry dearest.

    Okay, the hot topic for today is NADIA FAZLINI'S SCANDAL.
    seryuzly wats up with recording ur Private intimacy programme
    with ur boifren. I dun get it. Why do u have to record urself having sex.
    If u look back, its kinda disgusting.
    Not only Nadia Fazlini n partner, im sure there are other leaked videos
    as well.
    Maybe, they are unlucky enuff to lose their phones containing those
    vids, but do u have to record them in the fers place.
    First things first, SEX fyi is traditionally (yes, i use traditionally coz apparently
    there are threesomes n whatnots kan?) is the affair of two person (here im not
    specifically saying male n female, coz apparently jugak there are lesbian sex n gay sex)
    By including the phone, u are including the whole world..(mass orgy?)
    Internet is fast growing technology, once one video is up on the net,
    it will be spread. No matter how hard u try to remove it, u might never noe,
    it might have reached to NOrth Pole!!!

    Seryuzly, the idea of recording itself is absurd. What? Guys masturbate by
    watching themselves having sex with their partner? or maybe the girls feeling
    pornstar?
    Pornstars are professional actors who are willing to be seen naked, they got paid!

    Abt Ms Nadia over here, I dare not blame anyone. For all u noe, its sabotage,
    or just plain unlucky.
    Of coz, i feel for her. I symphatise her. Coz if i were in that kind of video (omg, please no!)
    i wld have killed myself.

    So my last word to couple out there, (married or just having sex for fun (!) )
    DO NOT RECORD YOURSELVES HAVING SEX.

    oh ya, to my chinese frens,
    Gong Xi Fa Cai! Xin Yen Kuai Le!
    (sorry my hanyupinyin sucks as hell)

    OFF TO PACK MY LUGGAGE (padahal, im going for 3d2n)

    annyeong!!!


    Sunday, February 7, 2010 - 11:11 PM



    Hey.. im here to update on my weekends.
    So yesterday was Saturday and my whole family went to the hospital
    to visit grandpa.
    This time he look really cengkung and he visibly lost weight..
    I didnt manage to take any pics of him, coz hes sleeping and
    i was too busy admiring my sleeping grandpa.

    And the hospital rules are really tight, but very smart.
    4 visitors allowed for each patient.
    those patients who are well enuff to get out of bed
    went to the lobby to meet their relatives n frens.
    I tink its good for them because, being stucked in hospital 24/7 is no good
    They need fresh air..

    But not for atok. His kidney failed on him and his body begin
    rejecting food. Whats more painful is seeing him being fed with milk through a tube
    down his nose into the digestive system. I nearly cried at the sight of this.
    but remain strong.
    When he woke up, i asked if he recognise me n Nana he smiled and nodded lightly.
    I ask if im pretty he nodded lightly.
    Aku rase this beloved old man of mine malas nak layan aku..! LOL

    I didnt stay long near his bed as my grandaunt wanted to see him.
    So mum, me n nana went to delifrance for sandwich.
    I wantes coke zero coz its hot as hell.
    And this is what I saw!

    Cool huh? Like those old days. But the cap is easy to open like the normal
    bottle cap. Its 250ml but more exp than a normal 330ml can.
    I think its understandable because of the material and maybe the processing.
    And also how rare is this in the beverage market. :P
    Okay enough economics.!

    So today I helped at the Oishi Kushi coz apparently one of the staff couldnt
    make it so i cover for her.
    I get paid Kaching!
    And then, Rafiq baby came!!!

    And surprised me with this:

    Im not really a fan of all those bling bling jewelry. Even if they say diamond
    is a girl's best friend,. But i do love those simple design.. N my boy do know
    my style, so he bought me this..

    I think I have ugly fingers dont u think so, baby? The ring is simple n delicate
    and yet elegant n spells me (inside joke with farna). LOL

    He said it is for advanced anniversary..
    N i dunno wad to buy for him.. seryuzly.
    i ought to think of one..
    Meanwhile I will do all means to safeguard this ring..
    :)

    Saranghae, Nae sarang Oppa!