I am seryuzly bored today.
Bored and lazy..just plain lazy to do anythg. Ugh...
Went to celebrate mama's b'dae yday at JB.
and Mama's n Abah's 22nd marriage anniversary the day before.
Like I said I am lazy to do anythg today. including blogging and posting pics.
Ugh, forgive my laziness, its one of those days.
ugh
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Yesterday I helped out at Oishii Kushii @ Expo's Halal Food exhibition
It was very crowded.! And we have good response. People who bought from us the day before yesterday came back to have more.
Even some are interested to noe where we are located. Some even though Kak rozy owned a restaurant.
And I broke my own record. I never thought that I have such strength to stand for 12 hrs straight,without food. Only with ice lemon tea that Rafiq bought for me. (awwww)
After the 12 hrs, I couldnt walk properly and had to lean on Nana while walking
Mom's currently out of town, so it is only me nana n dad for the whole weekend.
Which is kinda quiet n boring. With mama around, house is very kecoh.
Abah fetched me n nana from expo yesterday, and despite being tired, me n sis agreed to accompany abah to Simpang for dinner. I only drank a cup of teh tarik.
I havent had any appetite to even eat the burger boifey bought for me.. Aww.. he was worried seeing me not eat or not have any breaks in between. He even bought me a mini dress at a shop nearby (yes, Halal Food exhibition not only exhibit food, but carpet and baju..! Nak makan baju pe? makan carpet pon okay..crunchy u noe! LOL)
Despite being tired, I'm touched to see Kak Rozy's business soar this way, esp after Bib's n Cik Noi's face got featured in Berita Harian last Thursday! Im glad I was somehow part of it, to share the joy with my cousin. Im proud of Oishii Kushii, n im proud of Kak Rozy!
Hwaiting!
2nd tantrum of the day triggered 10.48pm
Dear Mom, Im not who you think I am. Im not what u expect me to be.
U think I dun want to help u with house work? I intend to do so after my exams.
And I dun think im spolit by u or abah coz i work hard for my degree also.
I dun think Im smart coz I dun go to Raffles. I believe i dun appear snobbish.
And for your information, Abah forward all ur msgs to me, so that I noe how u feel.
I noe how u feel, u just dun trust me n my intentions. U never believe in me. Ur a mother, doesnt make u right all the time? Atop jumping to conclusions, stop accussing other people.
How come u didnt see that im trying to change? im turning 21 and i wanna start behaving like 21. How come U never see me making the effort? Its not fair for me.and since when did i make this house like a hotel? do i come home late at night? I came home almost puctually from home or school. i asked ur permission of i can come home early. I dun go out with frens anymore, because of u. I dun go out to town with my frens, coz i noe i have family, whom i can go to town with. U taught me all this, and u think it didnt get to me.
yes I yelled at u,. Im sorry. I went overboard, but just becuz of that u wanna treat me like this.
do u think abah spoil me thats why ur jealous of me? are u?
Why am i being treated this way ma, why? i thought i made u proud when i grad sch n didnt stop studying. i thought i listened to u by going to JC when i didnt consider it in the first place. dun deny it, i remember it clearly.why am i treated this way, when i help u to pay off my fees. and when i worry abt my fees at first u say "Dun worry, u have me n abah" and now u tell me "aku dah buang byk duit suro kau belaja" does it ever occur to u how hurt i was?
Do u noe whats my reason my continuing my studies? its u and abah. I want to pay both of u back. its a lifetime debt for me coz u both raised me up, though the journey may have hurt me.
Do u noe whats the reason i wanna take driving lessons? do u noe what i pray for? i said : "Please God, let me pass this 3rd test. im doing this for ma n abah" n so my niat was right. u thought me that ma, everything starts n ends well with the right niat.
Havent i been making u proud? for pursuing my further studies? do u noe how hard is it for me to work n school at the same time? have u ever feel that? have u ever step aside n think how i feel? do i ever complain? all i need is a blessing, ur blessing
I just wish u have faith in me. i respect u alot. I know what i did in the past hurts u, but tt doesnt mean im bad. U have no idea how i feel coz i never tell. u wld never understand hw i feel as a teenager in this era.
i better stop this, my head hurts coz im crying too much
People, bare with me for awhile, while I throw my tantrums here
Definition of marriage : the social institution under which a man and woman establish their decision to live as husband and wife by legal commitments,religious ceremonies, etc.
-credits: dictionary.com
Wait, for better understanding..
Allah swt telah berfirman dalam Surah al-Rum 30:21:
Dan di antara tanda-tanda yang membuktikan kekuasaanNya dan rahmatNya, bahawa Dia menciptakan untuk kamu pasangan-pasangan dari jenis kamu sendiri, supaya kamu bersenang hati dan hidup mesra dengannya, dandijadikanNya antara kamu (suami isteri) perasaan kasih sayang dan belas kasihan.
dalam konteks kehidupan masa kini di mana kedua-dua pasangan bekerja di luar rumah untuk menyara keluarga, masyarakat harus menilai kembali hak dan tanggungjawab suami isteri. Yakni satu penilaian yang mengimbangkan hak dan tanggungjawab masing-masing kerana ajaran Islam menganjurkan keharmonian, kesaksamaan dan keadilan dalam hubungan keluarga.
-credits: http://shuhmy.multiply.com/journal/item/244/Perkahwinan_menurut_Islam.
Traditionally, the man goes out to find money, work etc, while the woman stays at home to breed.Its still going on right now, but there are a few changes. today the women have caught up with the men, and many successful women broke the traditional barrier.
Even the men, at certain circumstances choose to be house-husband if needed to. Why not? I respect these group of husbands. why? because apparently the men earn lower than the women. So women go out to work. The financials in the family entirely belongs to the women. this men n women, they give and take. men put aside their ultra-ego, and women put aside their greed, just for the success of their marriage.
In my honest opinion, along with the sayings by God in the Quran, its doesnt state that men need to earn more than women, or whatesoever. It all depends on love.
(and hello excuse me, dun tell me ”Yelah,ni tgh syg, bau kentut pun wangi”. Ive known him for 6 yrs, and i noe every inch of him. so does he.)
Marriage doesnt involve anythg else, but Love. wiillingness to sacrifice. u can live with eacch other n cannot live without them also. Love doesnt involve age. The current trend is that the men is younger than the lady.
I noe of this one couple, both good-looking the type where u can only see in fairytale.
Now have their one yr old son, but the sad thing is that it’s a failed marriage.
Doesn’t mean that yr marriage looks like a fairytale, it will end like one. Wake up honey, this is reality.
enuff said, till here. I hope YOU (in particular) will get me
Ive been feeling sick this morning and I skipped work today..
Me and Nana slacked at home like ikan paus.
For lunch, we had macdonalds'. NYAM!
And then at night, Me and nana cooked dinner,
we were totally inspired by the Korean reality show "Family Outing"
We had STEAK for dinner,!!
Mom and dad had beef, and me n nana Had chicken
Me n Sis bought BBQ sauce for the marinade and cabbage for decoration.
We bought coleslaw from Arnolds'. Ouh ya, all we had was the beef, so me n sis
bought chicken fillet from Shop n Save too.
Chicken being grilled. Little oil is used.
Grilled with bbq sauce yum..
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Happy Sis
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My portion.. Lol. the glass was actually
a decoration on a shelf. I asked Nana to
take them down.. Emm, Love 7up
raspberry!
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My parent's share. The cabbage is used for the
coleslaw.LOL feeling western restaurant
I really feel satisfied, being able to feed four mouths, with such ease.
Yes its tiring, but its great to see ur loved ones eat with satisfaction.
Okay lets talk about my weekend..
Saturday 13/03/2010
Had my paper and then proceed for birthday gathering at auntie Yam's
Pak Long (Lulu's maternal cousin)
My granddad, my mom, Yan the cutie
and afiq my little grown up cousin
Its the birthday of these four ppl, but my uncle n auntie (grandad n grandma of Yan)
menyelit in the photo.
Im so proud of seeing three generations in the picture.
To see that my granddad is living a long life, long enuff to see his grandson having son
Lol. Emo!
Oh that reminds me, my grandad officially turns 79 today!
Next,
SUNDAY 14/03/2010
Abit of running around.. Had a kendarat in the morning,
Helped out at a wedding, belongs to my mom's fren's son.
At Seranggoon CC.
Helped to give out these Babies..
Nice cupcake-like towels
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The pelamin or wedding dias
At 3pm we rushed to auntie yam's house for Maulid. Level one was full of ppl unknown to me
and i found my cousins missing. so im guessing they are at sarah's room
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Sarah's bed full of kids. Air-conditioned
somemore! who wouldnt wannt be here!
After that I was supposed to go to work, but i skipped, so library was closed. Had a splitting headache. It hit me alot these days I had no idea why. Its so irritating, these headaches.
Maybe climate change? hmm..
This week, im taking a break from studying, had enuff stress from prelims. wont be studying till
next week, yupz..
And this weekend, Oishii Kushii will be participating in the food fair at Singapore Expo.
Tentatively will be helping out, but not sure yet. But, do come down n support my cousin okay!
Hmm, time to rest now. LOL.
Baby's out with guy fren Aro.. Haha..
Come back quick honey! havent talked to you whole day..
Dont forget our game tonite
(we hv been playing this game on Wi-Fi like scrabble)
LOL
Parachute- Cheryl Cole
awesome lyrics, very meaningful.
One song I wld dedicate to my oppa.
I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down
b, can i change the parachute to float instead?
Coz ur my tube in an open sea..LOL.
Alah, tube or parachute or float, u noe wad i mean uh
Saranghaeyo oppa.
oh oh oh oh, mani saranghae
ah ah ah ah, mani mani hae.
LOL, Girls generation plak!
Okay, recent scandal, right here in tiny red dot Singapore
Jack Neo with abt 3 gals? Hmm..
Jack Neo the next Tiger Woods.
I saw the footage of the public apology session
on news today.
The wife fainted as they were leaving, and I saw Jack Neo
screaming for the stupid reporters to get out of his way.
Whatever the drama, I respected Jack Neo alot coz he is one
of my favourite producers. he produced good movies.
N features in them also.Very funny.
SO Mr Jack Neo, I hope u settle thgs with ur wife n the scandals
Coz we dunnoe the full story.
But no matter what, thx for apologising.
Back to Maths 2.
Haiz
Second post of the day
Just came back from Auntie Yam's house
(or shall i call it MANSION)
My granddad recovered and staying there.
Im so glad he is staying there, not just alone with the wife.
At least there will be real family taking care of him now
I actually brought my studying materials and lappie there
so i cn study. But little was done.
Coz I cant resist this guy
Izriyan! He is so cute. He look like YooGeun from Shinee's Hello Baby.
He is a friendly baby, but cant stay away from his grandad, my uncle.
We went for a walk that evening with Atok to take fresh air.
We went to the playground. No Atok didnt play the slides n swings, mind u.
Atok is so cute. There were lots of bicycles on the oncoming side
So I was like saying "Byk nye basikal"
Then he said "Kalau dorg nak hempit sini, aku tendang je"
LOL!
Ouh, when we were pulling his wheelchair backwards down some steps in
the house, it was rocky.
And he said "Terperanjat" in the cutest way ever.
SO i n Cuz Lulu rubbed his chest..LOL
I managed to peck him on the cheek before I went home just now.
Im all set to study now. I just brought three cans of Nescafe already.
Woohoo!
High on caffeine much? Terkencing2 jugak aku nari!
1030pm
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This is really frustrating.
Im totally freaking out, i feel myself crumbling ang falling apart.
despite staring at my PBF study guide for so long, I cant get it
in my head like how i used to.
I wish I never take PBF, but its all too late nw.
I dun wish to repeat any modules next academic year.
Its really getting on my nerves how i cannot get anythg right in this brain
of mine.
And i doesnt help that oestrogen is circulating in my bloodstream.
I cannot rest now coz that is what I did yesterday. I cant take it anymore.
Stats 2 was a killer, murderer, rapists n all of the above.
And who goes to school on Friday Night when ur a full time student
just for one freaking horrendous paper.
I left the hall half an hr early coz i cant take it anymore
No point staying for long.
Plus I havent really fully understand estimators, and what not.
The problem is that I practiced past yr papers,but todays paper,
the phrasing is nowhere near familiarity.
maybe coz Ive been using the wrong studying techniques.
Well hopefully the revision workshop will help.
Besides, its just prelims n it is meant to kill me. so yeah.
whats done is done, just looking forward to April
Im lucky that Abah bothers to drive from Changi to Clementi
just to fetch me. Thx abah! Love ya!
Oh yeah, I wasnt at work tho, even tho my paper is at 7pm,
outsyd office hrs. So today was Shai's last day.
Second time.!
The first time she was forced to leave together with a few others.
then she was re-recruited by the dept next to the dept i was working.
And now, she is quitting for real.
She got a job in ICA. Yeay!
One step closer to SPF, u say! Yeay u!
Definitely gonna miss this babe,
Dearest Nur Shairah,
I noe u will drop by my blog.
Im gonna miss working on d same floor with u.
I hope u accomplish what u have been aiming.
U have high ambitions, and as a fren, Im proud of u!
We'll keep in touch aites! Do drop by and visit.
I'll think of u when I go over to JB kay.LOL.
All the best with mr boifren.
I hope u enjoy being colleagues with me n farna n the rest of us/
Jgn Serik2! Kalau ade gurau kasar, dont take it too hard.
Thx for the laughter u brought to us.
Dont forget us okay?!!
Missing u, sorry for not being there on ur last day.
=)
I refuse to study now. Maybe later..
Off for my break.
Next up, Banking n Finance!
Ugh, wish me luck!
Annyeong!
I dont think i can concentrate when ur not calling me
And u didnt even try.
I dont noe what I did wrong, when I myself feel victimised.
I feel so lost now
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