My weekend had been quite relaxing than my last weekend

Early morning Saturday I woke up for admin work.
I went over to Kak Yaya's then went to the centre.
Thank God she's back, I really feel awkward without her around.
After work, Mama fetched me to go Johor
To stock up supplies at home.

Sunday, woke up abit late
Had to put up pictures for best students.
Heh
After which I went to her house before going Mosque.

So here I am, going through my friends in FB.
I realise how many friends I have, yet I rarely meet them
I miss my primary sch friends.
I miss having mixed malay classes.
I miss going through PSLE
I miss lining up before going to class.

I also miss my Secondary friends.
I miss the feeling of hormones building up in me.
Maklumlah teenager.
I miss being scared and wary when the Minahs in sch pass by.
I miss having Mr Fernandez to run around catching ankle socks ppl!
I miss NPCC and shouting at Juniors, having them to call me "Mam"

I miss JC!
Hugging my friends upon seeing them every morning.
I miss mugging in the library with Khalis when exam nears.
I miss hanging out with Hafidz, Nat, Nasir and Fafa in btw classes.
I miss staying in school till 7pm for tarian!
I miss having to share the dance studio with oth cultural dance group.

Gosh, I wonder how Uni life will be like.
It's gonna be expensive and I wont wanna repeat any modules.
I really feel guilty that my mother has to stop my sis' tution
so that we all have spare money to pay for my fees

And oh God, June is starting tomorrow!
And in 26 days time, Im due for TP again.
I dun wanna waste money anymore
Issh!

Had a blast yesterday after work!

Met a new friend Shani. The guys' close friend in Secondary sch

She's a very pretty Indian Girl. Very sophisticated and mature.

Was planning to eat at Pastamania, but ended up having KFC.

Classic. 

I didnt have any appetite actually, my throat is vey swollen right now.

Ughh..

But anyways, the date yesterday with loved one is a gd one.

I enjoy it..really..

Thank YOU

Alhamdulillah..All praises to God.

I confirmed my place in SIM. I manage to run my errands in half a day
First off in the morning, I took off to take 101 to go to the bus stop
which has 25. Dropped right at ChaiChee Technopark.

It was so easy, and accessible. I managed to move around find DBS
with help of this man..Thanks alot!
I reached there 8.40 approx, only to know that the counter will only be open at 9am thx eh!

Eventually before 9am this lady was alrdy at the counter.
Hmm very gd worker. hah!
Then I called the person in the office a few times, only at 9.15 he called back to verify my name
Half of me was excited to get the cheque, another half was scared that the cheque is wrongly written.
But it was correct! Yeay.

So off I went to SIM after that.
Goodness! What a long journey! Bedok to Dover!
Haha. Iisshhh! But luckily I have a seat. Phew!
When I reached SIM, I paid the fees with my cheque, Chachiing!
And thats it!
Im already a future undergrad in SIM.Weee!!

After which I went to work. Met the ladies at Novena and ate lunch at
Fork and Spoon.
My headache still persist though,
And Baby had gone swimming. Heh.

Ugh, where's my panadol!


Okay, good news, people!
DBS called me (like, it's about time, harlo!)
The officer on the other line told me I had to collect my
cashier's order myself, at TECHNOPARK thank u veri much
So I'll be on half day leave tomoro!
I intend to rush to SIM after that.
Oh god, I hope I have time.

My cravings these days:
-Kinder Bueno (Had them yday, wee~)
-Nutella bread (Had them too..)
-M&M chocolates

urgh I cant stop craving for chocolates, it's a sign tho.
*Raise eyebrows*
hmmph! my coughing is hardcore today.
I force the cough to let out phlegm.Ugh
I actually spitted phlegm with s bit of blood.
Ugh, get well soon, Fazz. ugh

I'm really sick right now. And I still dragged my ass to the centre. I have no choice

I can't be here when kak Yaya is not around.

The director came by for an assessment of a new student.

And she's coming in today again for the new kid.

I'm having headaches now, but glad I can still type

I relly feel like fainting when I was walking here, but managed to pull myself

together.

This runny rose is irritating! I swear to God!

Perhaps it's just sign that my period is on its way.

My diet aint right these few weeks, since last month.

Alot of things happened.

I had alot of thinking to do, like school, work

and stuffs. 

I hope it wont affect my work during weekdays

So the kids are here for tuition,

I'm multi-tasking, this and monitoring them from my desk.

At the same time monitoring my runny nose with toilet paper.

Eww, i noe. I better get back to the kids!

-xoxo-

Right now, I'm at the centre's admin desk

awaiting my students to come at 11am.

Im replacing Couz Ira, hope that I can manage these kids

Hope that I didnt forget my diffrentiation if the poly guy ever asked me

Wish me luck! I still have tomorrow to worry also.

Lets see hw today progresses!

-xoxo

Many reasons why I hate Tuesdays:
-I failed TP today. and this is second attempt, thank you very much
-My cheque from bank to be paid to SIM hasnt arrived yet. And the due date is 27 May! Urgh
-To think that my own mother blamed me for failing my TP second time, coz I somehow wasted money. And for goodness' sake, I didnt ask for a failure. And she ascted as if she can drive, and she has driving experience for 34958 years, she said I didnt concentrate enough. Thanks alot.

Many reasons why I am somehow still happy today:
-My loved ones are there for me
-I am thankful to Kak Yaya as she was there for me, pass or fail.
-I am thankful to YOU, who always make me feel better and distract me to calm myself down before my doom
-I know my mistakes and I want to try again. I am determined to never give up, and let all this stand between me and my license.
-One thing for sure I dont have to blanja King Yin and Hui Ling for breakfast tomorrow.
-Kak Yaya renting a car soon. And I can practice one day. Harr!


Oh God..!
Time flies even faster than I expected.
My TP is just around the corner.
Im shaking inside though I seemed fine.
Only God knows how fast my heartbeat is right now
Everytime I went to the centre at AMK,
it reminded me of my TP

So next week, I had to step into class as Kak Yaya wasnt
in Sg that week.
Yes, both Saturday Sunday.
But the students know what to do basically.

But I have my TP to worry first!
It's so freaking near. Oh God!




This is cute.
Probably how nerds explain LOVE. =)

Current addict : FRIENDS SEASON 3


Ouh god!
Can Tuesday go away??

And I'm freaking hungry right now!


So I took half day today to accompany Hafidz back to sch.
I reached earlier than the meeting time, and as I crossed
the very familiar overhead bridge,
these scenes made me sigh..





Students having their PE lessons
Yes I saw Mr Samad
I saw Mr Nordin
"Soccer" and "Light stretching" came to mind,
controlled my laughter, and continue to stand at the end of
the bridge to admire further.

We went to Staff room (to think that I actually forget that it is always at level 3)
We called Miss Sha, she wasnt able to recognise Hafidz voice from the phone.
still clueless she went out to meet us.
Her face lightened up when she saw us.
I hugged her and exchange how are you-s
The purpose of the visit is that Hafidz intended to
give gifts to his tutors.
Long due presents as so he called them.Hah
Miss Nora came out without the need for us to call her.
Mdm Neo our chem tchr went out as well,
taken aback by our visit, thinking that Hafidz is getting married!!
Mdm Neo highlights her hair, she looks pretty! But nothing else about her change. She still have the tendency to make sound effects!

Haha, we're glad to be told we made their day. Mdm Rosemah and Maswati
came into the staff room, I salam-ed them and feel weird if I hugged them
So I didnt.

The tutors didnt recognise me at first as I was in tudong,
well except Miss Nora and Miss Sha. It was really a short visit,
I am not satisfied.
I think we should do this again,
This time, perhaps lunch? Hm Hafidz, what do u think??
Alot of catching up to do.
We talk about our jobs and our education status.
Talked about S03 n stuff

When we finally manage to separate from these tutors
we went to meet Mdm Noraida
After which we went to the canteen,
our favourite hang out place
All these places bring up memories
Alot of them
And suddenly I feel like crying
It is such a short period in that school, that I havent had enough
Not that I wanna repeat or what,
But I just love being in TPJC around ppl who love me
And seems like everyone is my friend over there

It just show me how time passed so fast, and Im growing old,
everything happens..
And that reminds me..

Hafidz's team mates in NS attended to Syed Faruk before he died
The sad thing, it was a hit-and-run accident
Curse you damn coward driver who killed him!
Karma will happen, just wait and see
He suffered multiple injuries and was bleeding
His heart stopped while on the way to the hospital

I really learnt something,
treasure ur loved ones, coz u might not know what is gonna happen next
In this case, God loves him more than all of us do,
and eventually we will come back to Him.

Al-Fateha...


Someone went jogging today..
OOOhhhh..
baby, please dont force urself.
Dont push kayy..
Dahlah asthmatic, aiyoh

So anyway, tmr I'm going back to TPJC with Hafidz
Sure its gonna bring back memories.
Cant wait!!!

Cant wait for 22nd too!


Friday Nite, went to Shasha's b'dae celebration. 21st babe, must celebrate!

Happy birthday girl!
I reached there not knowing many ppl. Im lucky to have SOMEONE to accompany me.
Thx u :)
When familiar ppl came, I felt relieved. Phew!
I ended up sending Fana coz she stayed near me. Thankful that we relived those
after tarian times where Fana will always go home with me, and gossip and girls talk
Thx beb!
God I miss TPJCians!

Oh ya, Farok aka Ayok from TPJC just passed away.
I dont really know him but he was part of MCS.
Really quiet guy.
His loved ones are mourning for him.
God loves him more, and eventually all of us will come back to HIM
Its just a matter of time.
Regardless of age, illness or no illness
He died on the way to work on bike
So ppl who have bikes, please ride safely okay!!!
Other vehicle users, please look out for bike riders. They are very vulnerable.

So anyway....



MY WEEKEND

Saturday!!

So the whole day on Saturday I was out with my family. We went to have a picnic on the East Coast Beach. Ibu Z, Ibu Ju n Mama Milah n family were there too We didnt book any pit, but we just sat at thios empty pit. But when the person who really book the pit comes, we had to shift. Dah macam squatter settlement lak! Haha. We had cycling, I didnt bring my cam to cycling. All with Angah.. So hopefully she'll tag me at facebook. During cycling, Danish actually fell asleep. So cute!! So aft that we went to Johor for the movie Bohsia. It is m18 (18PL in m'sia) yet we brought in Nana, Adek n Danish in. And Danish was well behaved,quite lah, he actually visited some ppl along the row We went for late dinner and went home Today is Mothers' day. I went to work earlier than usual. Had alot to do at the centre. I blanja-ed my family to SWENSEN'S!


Beloved Mom


All-time Fav! Kinder Bueno!


Just arrived


Haha I was saying "one two three" and snapped the pic at "three" .Look
at Danish lips!! So kissable!! He is super photogenic!


Makan time!! See the blue container? We actually brought Nasi Lemak!


mummy


Mama Mila actually brought travel scrabble.


Look at those words at the bottom, "mere" "flag" "butt". Nana and Angah
was LOL about this.


Camwhore!! This was taken otw to Johor!

SUNDAY!


Mom looking thru the menu.."Nak makan Ape eh??"


Nana deciding to east the menu itself..Hurhur



Abah was asking me what he usually eats at swensens. Turns out to be Sticky Chewy Chocolate.yum!!! thx eh, die nye fav, aku yg kene jwb!


Waiting for the food, I was so hungry I couldnt wait so I eat my Cam Pouch! LOL


Awww...



Beloved Sis!


Mom having Fish And Chips!


Enjoying the desserts

Apart from this I bpught Mom a gold (fake one lah) watch.
She liked it very much

Happy Mothers' Day to all the moms out there
U ladies deserve to be pampered
Especially my mom,
I noe I have been naughty and hopeless,
I hope U enjoyed urself today.
I love you Mama Saadiah!

I can't wait to go Swensens with you! 21st OK???


K fine. I'll admit. I'm jealous. I didnt want to tell u. Coz I dont have the rights to be. I noe u wld say 'Mcm tu uh I rasa..'

I dont blame anyone else but me. Look at me and look at her. She is fair, flawless, long legs. Look at me, Im nowhere near all those. When u tok abt her, I felt my heart crashed n burnt. Im not forbidding u fr being close 2 her. Just let me be. She is who she is. Maybe it didnt even cross my mind one bit that u myt have feelings for someone else, n she myt feel the same. Maybe it's plain karma. I'll take it all in n try 2 smile. :)


I didn't have to work only today, tmr work commences as per usual.

So I received my loan cheque this morning, had some discrepancy in the cheque but it was my mistake. I got to know that the bank only loan me the course fees. my exam fees and others i have to fork out myself.Grrr..!

So my eclipse book is here. Yeah! Im starting to read. Nyaha! Wuhoo


Yes I was away to mend my ways and figure out
What is really happening around me
It's like waking up to reality and stop the fantasies.

Real fact is that I am still in love with him,
whom I have shared 5 years of my life with.
Anger got in control, everything was out the window
I should have known better.

But whatever the past is the past.
I do not like to dwell on it.

Nonetheless, we patched up and mend our ways.
Trying to save everything that we could.
Nobody is perfect
Everyone makes mistakes
Let's start anew, baby
:)

So swine flu alert rises in singapore.
I do not have to work till further notice.
And I have a new part time job.
Admin/personal asst to my cuzzie at her tuition centre
Only on weekends though.
Today was the first day of work.
It was only for 2 hrs, I've learnt alot nonetheless.
Cant wait for next weekend

And oh God.
Its May!
My tp is nearing soon!
God!
Help me!
ooh, part cam ni baru nak ingat TUHAN!