Oh God I dun noe what happen to my blog's backgrd.. hmm.. maybe a make over real soon?
I did it. I have tendered my resignation.
My last day will be on the 15th Dec. Here's why I decide this:
1. Have u seen my sch timetable? Esp on Mondays? I had to squeeze in 3 lectures in one day
becoz of the new timetable system in sch. Haiz. Becoz of that I lack sleep and my commitment for work decrease. My Marginal Product of Labour just decreased. I didnt feel efficient.
2. I am going on a holiday for a week, And I wanna visit Korea with a peace mind, not having to worry my supervisor who is waiting for me to do sai kang job. heh. So yeah.
3. I wanna be able to study in the day and still earn money. How? TUITION! Thats why Im publishing n promoting my services. The respond? hmm, too early to say. Who knows, they might need me next yr. Meanwhile I still hv my weekend job. That way I can work at my own timings and most of the time work for myself. :)
4. speaking of sai kang, yes. Ive never ever gotten this kind of supervisor before. Press and push and pressurize as if the stress from sch isnt enough. -.- seryuzly. arent men supposed to be more laidback than women? hmm. No wonder..
Yes of coz Im gonna miss my frens at work so much :'( But hey I cld meet them for lunch and stuff. We are all Temp staff and eventually all of us will leave that place.
Im looking forward to my rest day till end of yr. But i aint looking forward to packing and leaving my frens at work. Sure Im gonna miss the ppl. :)

becoz my boys asked me to, I am flying to Seoul this 21st Dec. Booked hotel room as well.
:))))))))))))))))))
Just got my Saint O'Clock album autographed by 2AM :)
So happy :)
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I'm making a huge step by deciding to tutor add maths and JC maths, why?
I am majoring in Maths. And working Office hrs while studying with my kind of schedule is hectic
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http://forums.vr-zone.com/chit-chatting/916132-downtown-east-murder-what-actually-happened.html
This is from the website:
Here are a few facts we need to establish.
1-This case has nothing to do with staring.
2-Darren is also in a gang
3-The other gang already targeted Darren for a very long time.
4- Darren was also carrying a chopper.
So lets say The attackers are from gang A and darren and his friends are from gang B.
Gang B was at downtown east hanging around. GangA knew Darren is going to be there , that is why they are carrying choppers. And also because Darren's Gang(b) "claims" Downtown east as their territory.
GangA found Darren and his friend but they aim Darren alone because he is their main target. At first it was just a normal beating. Their intention was to teach Darren a lesson. Then some of Darrens gang members ran to call for backup and some of them ran to get weapons.
When the beating was over, GangA walked off. Darren went to grab his weapon and call his backups. They found GangA and Darren provoked them again, not knowing that all his friends actually dont have any weapon and all their rivals has weapon with them.
So he act hero, took out his weapon and shouted at them "LAI LA" then GangA also withdrew their weapons. When Darren's friend saw them with weapons, all of them ran.
Darren thought his friends would stay behind him and fight together but when he turn around, all of them already ran. Darren tried to run too but ended up hitting the glass and fall down, hence getting chopped.
After Darren was chopped, those attackers went to book a challet. The police tracked them down and raided their challet. One guy jumped from the 3rd floor and fall into a 1m deep swimming pool injuring himself (fail) while the others got caught.
From my source, Darren is the most guai lan in that group and always provoking others.
Do dont listen to all the crap the media is telling you. Like Darren being a good guy, that the incident was because of staring and all the other bullshit. I know which gangs Darren and the attackers belong to but i dont wish to disclose it.
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So now we know. it's all abt gangs and what nots. my verdict..
*shakes head* GROW UP. GET A JOB, GET BACK TO SCHOOL. IMPRESS YOUR PARENTS.
THAT way u stay alive. :) cheers.
p/s: that means I can get back to staring good looking ppl. nyeh :)
..KPOP artistes have comebacks, so can I. Hmph *flips hair*
I really apologise coz I disappear too long. Im still alive. hehe.
And Im doing good baby, Im doing good. *sings to Jay's Song*
I just have to rant this here : The murder of Darren, who got murdered because of a staring incident. Here's what I think.
1) staring? seriously? I dun get why people get too unhappy when they got stared at. It's something wrong with u, that's why u got stared. Check on urself, maybe ur fly is open.Or take it positively, ppl. Maybe the person who stares thinks ur cute. Why feel so insecure and get unhappy and MURDER that stare-rer. seryuzly grow up.
2) the victim and murderers are of younger generation. and some ppl born ard that yr, seryuzly mcm mintak kene tampar. ank step gerek mane. pls ah, the gangster days are over. at least the real gangsters. U wanna talk gangster, go to Europe or China. They are rich Mafias who make money out of crime. Thats gangster. not those who bring chopper everywhere and stab anyone who stares. Like (i have to say this) WTF? so childish. fine u want to be fanatic abt all these, but when u grow old, u'll laugh at urself for being such a waste. GET A LIFE.
3) to me, one of the safest place to enjoy with family is Downtown East. and to think of that poor guy lying there all bloody outside one of my fav restaurant, is really a turn off. People might be scared to go there. And i cant imagine the victim's family's sorrow. I dun think they can ever step into Downtown East anymore. :( My condolences to his family (and i heard he's the only son)
4) Who brings a freaking CHOPPER to downtown? seryuzly. I can accept fist fight (since they wanna be childish "oohh, u stare at me, i punch u") BUT CHOPPER? kau tukang masak ape?! ish. A friend say he must have motives to kill someone that night and this Darren guy happened to be his victim
5) I think kids these days are treated so leniently. I rememberd during relief teaching, the school made me sign a contract, somethg abt violence bla bla bla. These days, if a teaches pinch a tiny bit of the student's flesh, saappppp! COURT CASE. KNN. Abe kalau budak tu tak betol nak buat cam ne. When the kid complain to their parents, the parent not happy, complain to sch, sch scared of reputation, sack the poor teacher who merely teaches n do not have "violence" in mind. when i was in primary sch, my teacher can twist n turn my ears as long as they want, becoz i know what i did was wrong, n i deserve such punishment. I wldnt call it brutal. Brutal wld be "you! shut up and pay attention, or i'll shoot u " *machine gun in hand* THAT is brutal, bodoh.
And when i tell my parents abt my teacher twisting my right ear, i got the same treatment from my parents on the LEFT EAR. sorry to show off abit, but look at me now. what my teachers n parents did to me, painful or not, it taught me and I become someone who i wanted to : still a student majoring my fav subject.SOME teenagers feel that they are right in all kinds of way, and the rest of them ah wrong. I noe they are smart, but use ur brain to the useful thgs pls. ish
So what now? I cant stare at ppl (especially if I think someone is good looking) or else I'll get stabbed? not sure abt all that. but im sure it's gonna be a diff feel wen i step into downtown east.
RIP Darren